Well, how have we gotten this far?
I will tell you. I have no fucking idea. Here is the thing. We go through life as a monotonous creature that lives, eats and breathes school, work (insert here) blindly watching the days go by and not realizing that we are kissing our precious days goodbye.
I was talking to a good friend of mine this morning as we were cleaning her apartment and it was not until she said it that I could finally say it.
College is not for me. It's not. I don't like funneling money away for classes I don't like and going at a very slow pace that only some people can take when I am ready to move on a week before everyone else.
I am also not fit for the smoke, and the food, and the public transportation. I want the life where I can focus on myself. So once I finish this year, I think I will be enlisting in the Air Force.
I will do what I want to do and what no one else wants.
But college isn't bad, not near it. It just isn't for me. I see so many people who are happy. It's just a little too slow paced for me. I need fast paced everything. Even fast paced slow motion!
Such a short post today, I am sorry, my sheaps.
I will write again soon! I promise all is well, I just get so busy, and I am between living arrangements right now so once I get settled then we will talk!
-Hot and Heavy (Because it is freezing here)
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